21 Aug 2015

My life

I would like to share with all of you something that is personal to me, but I need help.

Months ago, I started having nightmares. Nightmares that they scared me. Since that nightmares I could hardly be fine. I was not fine. I didn't get out with friends, I used to be with neutral face and I didn't talk. I only wanted to be alone. I started unable to sleep, and everything scared me. I became more insecure.

One day, when I was in class, I started to cry. I needed that. I was saving that for weeks and I couldn't more. I was in the music classroom and I was sitting with two of my friends so they were worried. I told them everything about my nightmares, about how I felt, about my insecures and everything.

That day, after that class, I went to  the office of the "psychologist". She tried to help me but my thoughts were the same. She told me that I had to talk with my parents about that. After the conversation I went home and I talked with my parents.

The weeks spented and I was better. I started dating with my friends again, I tried to change my mind, and the nightmares were disappearing.

Now I'm fine. I'm so grateful because in that moments people that I loved were there with me. I'm still insecure, but I'm better so... EVERYTHING IS OKAY! With this what I wanted to say is that don't stay in the dark side. You have to thing that it is only a bad stage and that you are going to overcome it. If I have could, each of you can.

After this, I want to know if you have spend for something like this or if you just you are not feeling good and you want to be supported... i'm here for you.

All the love,
nameless xx

19 Aug 2015



Today I'm here to talk about friends. Now I realize how much important are friends. When you are sad or you've got problem your friends always are there for you (family apart). Everyone should have friends. No matter how many friends you have. Maybe you only have one or two, but you've got someone.

I'm going to tell you something that I'm going through. The other day I was talking with one of my dearest friends by the mobile phone. You know that now we are in summer so we haven't talk and she was telling me things about her summer. She told me something that left me freaking.

Is something too personal so I'm not going to share that with you, but I want to share my thoughts. I believe her but it's something that I didn't expect so I don't know if it's true or not.

Now I want to know what do you think, if you have been through something similar. Something what have you been confused.

All the love,
nameless xx

14 Aug 2015



Today I was all the day listening to music. Music is something that I love. Music is something that without it my life wouldn't be the same. Music for me is everything. I was listening to music all the day and nothing else.

All the love,
nameless xx

13 Aug 2015



Yes, today I have gone to the cinema. Go to the cinema to me is something that I don't do very often so when I'm there I feel relaxed. 

You are there and more and more people come in. Couples, friends groups, people that is there alone, boys, girls... a lot of people is in the cinema. Sometimes you want to be there having a good moment, but the noisy person is there... beeing a... noisy person. Anyway, beeing in the cinema it's like beeing in other world. 

It's fantastic and that's all.

All the love,
nameless xx



I don't know what I'm doing. I don't know if this has sense. The thing that I only know is that this is something new to me.

You don't know who I am, but you can call me "nameless". I have decided to create a blog because I was thinking that "why I don't share what I feel with the people that don't know about me?" . So here I am, prepared for share all those feelings with you.

When I was a child I wrote a diary, but now that I'm a teenage I have noticed that if I write a diary nobody is going to know about how I' feeling, how I think and what I think (yeah you know what I'm talking about)

This is my new blog and is going to be like my diary.

All the love,
 nameless xx.

(it's not me)